Dearly Beloved
I believe that every season comes a new self-discovery. I will change and keep on changing.




Wednesday, May 9, 2007
YESTERDAY
Fast game piercing. (:
Like misai. :D
LOL (xAeroplane. Farting memories. EMO ! (x
Slacked with Liah.
It was EMO time. (x
Liah couldnt stop singing that sad song.
Brought tears to my eyes. ):
We were like waiting for our guy. -haish-
Depressing.

S O O N,
Aufa came, wanted to take bus together with me but he left earlier.
Had loads of laughter, singing our hearts out.
The way Aufa walks, LMAO. Not forgetting his stupid expression.

Liah called my EX. WHY?
She's trying to help, but it ain't working.
Touching part was, he say with confidence that I was mai, but wrong. )':
I miss his voice.
Thanks but its hopeless. Cant bare to see me hurt but its okay.
Its normal in this world.
& Liah, cheer up OK?
Who knows god is trying to test our patience. (:

Unblocked W to say I was sorry.
Dont want to continue hiding myself away.
I dont know what to say.
I left him for a god damn long time.

How should I put it to give him the reason on why?
Damn it. I was confuse that time. If only he knew.
Wouldnt want to tell him the truth, afraid that he would be angry & might not take it.
I have to tell him a lie then.
Not having the intention to lie but its better that way.
His life is just like so fucked up, dont wanna make it more worst, right? -sigh-

How stupid could I get? Very very. ):
Sofeeyah, I miss you plenty, more than the sand in this world.
Come school soon! x /