Dearly Beloved
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
Dee called in the morning.
Quickly pick up my handphone, located at my dressing table. Which is on my left side. So turned, & see Dee face appeared large at my screen. This is Dee's face on my handphone.  My neck jerked cause I was about to laugh & shock at the same time Or issit more better know as ' tidur salah bantal ' . Was greatly in pain, I kinda scream, but with a low tone, trying to bare the pain. Dee stil could laugh at me, as I was at the brim of crying but instead, I laughed at myself. It just feel sucky. like when you have leg cramps but it's on your neck, & when you get muscle pull at your calf, everytime trying to turn a bit. GOD DAMN IT! It hurts. I couldnt face down, up nor left or right. I have to turn my body in order to do it. & all the way in the house, getting ready to go out cause a promise is a promise, I go ' AHH AHH.. AHH...' It kinda sounds so wrong, & mum thought I kept someone in my room. Whereas brother thinks I was calling him. What ever I did was so painful. Imagining your life, you couldnt move your neck, even the slightest lil' bit of turn because it HURTS. Wearing clothes was like dying slowly. I couldnt see how I wore my undies & skirt, only my leg to help most. What is the best discovery I found was, the pain is also connected to my hand. Meaning, I couldnt move my left arm that much. I AM HANDICAPPED. Was the laughing stock for today by Dee Afiqah & cousin. It's fun to make fun out of it, but if only they knew how painful it was. I rather die ahead, then suffering this pain, like a slow death. & it's tiring on how you had to depend on the other side of your neck to support. At the same time, the weight of your head is pressurizing on your neck. if only I could take off my head, & put it at one corner. Praying to have the doctor's neck bandage. At least, it could lift my burden a little. Met cousins first, & sat at Banquet to eat. Afiqah & Dee joined later. Then off to Bukit Gombak to watch the 'gegar' concert. Someone amongs us was fanatic about it. We were lost. There's no musuem at bukit gombak after we reached there, without a moment to sit. Should listen to mum that its located near Dhoby Ghaut MRT station. Off, took taxi & I felt giddy, cousin too. We're somehow allergic to taxi, especially the aircon. It smelt one of a kind. & the driver's blabbering just add on to our giddyness. Told him to open the windows, cause I cant take it anymore, so he did. Soon reached at the wrong musuem. We were at some musuem, & I just had to go to the toilet & puke. The toilet was nice though. Finally, walked a short distance, ARRIVED. It was at Singapore Art Musuem, Glass Hall. & it was damn crowded. Dee & Afiqah went in, cousin didnt want to. & we sat outside, minding our own business. One of the sleeq boy, Aliff, turned & look at us ? Im not sure, but the direction was at us. He is so CUTE ! Sat around while waiting them. Then off to Plaza Singapura for a short stroll. Then hougang mall to buy school shoes. & toodles to my cousin. At HM, I bought Kappa, three straps. We planned to buy the same shoe together. COOL! Then ate at KFC, started crapping. & I miss laughing so much. Soon, Afiqah had to go, left me & Dee. I seriously couldnt remember what we were talking about. There's this guy who look at me, I look at him back. I think he knew about my neck cause the way I position my head. SASUAY SIOL! Then headed home, I took taxi cause the pain was unbearable. Dee was sweet to accompany me. Home alone, then brother return & I had to help him with some IT. Just so not great. I couldnt get some rest. Then mum granny & dad arrived. I was pissed with mum for not informing granny was coming cause my room was somehow not tidy. Now, there's this friend of mine giving some shit. This is what he messaged, ' guys n girks pls dont contact me anymore. I dont 1 2 mit u all anymore. fyi i will back 2 my old life. selepas shah hilang org yg shah teramat tercinte shah akan minum. I will be bdk baju. maafkan diri aku jike aku ade terkasabhase. Aku hanye meharapkn org yg aku amat syg dpt bahagie disisi org lain. selamat tlg smue ' first of all, its tgl, nt tlg. too confident in typing even in the state of depressed. & hey what, boys & girls ? I aint some small kid. secondly, why bother message in the first place about what he wanna do ? do people care ? he is so damn fucking stupid, to do all this because of a girl ? What a sensitive gay he is. GOSH. so I replied, advising him nicely dont do such stupid stuff. there's nothing he can do about it, and turning that way wont help. its damn ridiculous. & so on.. he replied, ' thx ape korg nk ckp2 ar. keputusan aku hanya satu org saje yg bleh ubahkan semue nye. tgn aku da berdara skrg. Im nt shahid or shah animore! ' I was like LOL. How dramatic could he get? I didnt even ask him about his hand. Too much of HINDUSTAN films ? If this is the way he wanted, go ahead. Tak makan saman punya anak. HELLO, if he aint shahid or shah anymore, what is he called then ? So its time to irritate him. Im know what you're thinking, me too. So I replied him. ' tk yah ckp thks lao tk masok shahid. reti bhase tk shahid? kau gy mampos sua. Undrstnd dat n i wont giv a fuck bout u nimre. ok shah. Its useles teling me off dat ur hands r bleedin. gosh shah, hw smart could u get. ' THE END. This type of guys shouldnt be bothered. It looks like some kind of stupid nerd story. Hilarious! Dont think that I believe all this crap. Just reply for the sake of self entertainment. & from what it seems, his gf also is the same kental as him. AWW, what a sweet couple. Im EVIL, but hey, his a LIAR. so we're equal. OH YEAH, Just couldnt believe I could go out with my head, neck & shoulder slanted. WOW. My vision too affected. & Aliff from anugerah looked such a real nerd in real life. SERIOUS! plus, such an attention seeker. Daddy massages just make It hurts, I need a rest. Dying. TOODLES- PSST! PICS at the next post. |
