Dearly Beloved
I believe that every season comes a new self-discovery. I will change and keep on changing.




Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I need to take a break,seriously. Couldn't focus or give a penny for my thoughts.
Blow up in front of mom yesterday & today, am so guilty.
But she just had to irritate the shit out of me at the wrong time.
Let's just say I don't have what is expected, basic respect.

Easily irritated by the slightest things.
I should manage my impulsiveness. Too bad that it runs in the family.
& stop with the last minute decisions you people.
Keep to your promise or I'll make sure you choke on every words you spoke.

& sooner or later, I need/must quit my addiction. Better be safe than sorry right ?

Don't think I'm heeding on any one's advise or support.
This time, the way the story goes is just different. Go figure !
& to those who ever thought smoking is cool, you are just a typical shit head..




lets talk about
Y E S T E R D A Y

gone to RP for breakfast with Anisawr at Mac.
While queueing up the short line which took away minutes of my precious time,
began stretching my arm & swing it side ways,
& there goes the drink of the a lower sec boy, to the floor.
His first word was ' ____cibai!' I was like ' what the hey ! '
Hearing those unpleasant words, makes me switch on my ' screw you attitude '.
Admitting its OUR fault. He's not that smart for not going another way.
I told him off with a not sincere apology & ending it with an exclamation mark.
People make mistakes, we're human. What do you expect ?
How I wish I could lay my hands on his cheek,
leaving red marks & fingerprints behind signifying 5 stars for rudeness.

Proud to announce that I'm taller by 1 cm. Which means 159 cm, officially.
Was so happy, that I left my shoes behind after taking weight & height.
Water face dropped.

After school, headed to Diana's house with suriyani afiqah me.
The sound of Diana's burp is still playing in my ears.
Fcuking shock! It's just way much louder and disgusting than Anisawr. Break record !
Not forgetting to mention, we were at the dining table, EATING.
There she goes, twice. That is so freaking S I C K !
Had loads of crappy fun filled with laughter,love that feeling.
& I type for Afiqah 6 pages of lyrics on her blog.

RAN-DOM PIC-TU-RES !

Niece, just a K1 kid. Knows how to sit like this.
Look who's teaching now ?



& T O D A Y


Mum didn't get out of the toilet & it was like freaking 7.
& she have the chance to get ready more quicker & there goes,
yelling at me to hurry up. Excuse me, I just bathed.
Frustrated, shouted back loudly 'YYYYYYYEEEEEEEELLLLAHHH !! '

Then she had to face my sulky face afterwards.
& if sister knows about my undesirable behaviour,
she's gonna knock the living day lights out of me.

Have been molested by Anisawr. She tickled my butt ?
The feeling was _____ ?
I felt my dignity was taken away after that incident. Dirtied.
Okay, I think that's enough of me, exaggerating.
But seriously, damn ticklish like a feather tip, gently stroking.
GOSH ! It sounds wrong.

Have to quit piercing someones tongue.
They think I have this ability of piercing but NO. But it's fun if it turns out slanted. WOOHOO!
But when a friend in need, service must be provided.

Aufa didn't come so that's good news okay.
Meaning I have a better chance to buck up my studies. Sat our new sitting arrangement.
Heard that a lot of people are shocked receiving the news that I & Aufa seated together.
Sad thing is that, I'm separated far from my ' gang '.
Finally, Malay project is complete. While in the making, it was damn hilarious.
Just indescribable cause it's special in a way unique way.
Heading out, saw Pearlie & Sarah slept at Library, CUTE !

To KFC, ate & off, home.
The person beside me is somehow deaf, could hear far but not near.
With additional package to it, her thinking was lagging to the max.

say NO to smoking CEYDEBAH!

ENDING HERE.
Homework needs to be done & I'm not referring to you, ya' know.