Dearly Beloved
I believe that every season comes a new self-discovery. I will change and keep on changing.




Saturday, July 7, 2007
Morning till afternoon, busy cleaning up the house with brother and sister.
Woke up from sleep, didn't have the chance to at least bath first.
The three of us stinks badly ? & I did wash my face, the only thing I could do that time.
Not sure about the others.
Didn't get the chance to zoom in into their faces to find whether there is
dried saliva at the the side of their lips or eye's shit. :D

The back of my head till the neck, hurts! Since Thursday.
Due to the impact of that ball, Aufa kicked. CHEESEBUY !
I want insurance ! Having sleepless nights because of that.
HAISHH.

Time was running-out. Just took whatever clothing's I found hanging in my closet.
It was all brown, I felt as if I was going to work.
Long tight pants with sweater and sleeveless floral patterned blouse.
Got into the lift, at the 9Th story,
3 Chinese people entered, then talked to me as if I have my own house.

''What's your unit ? "
"Where ? "
"Oh yes, I was browsing for an apartment here. I like the 24Th floor. "
" How was it ? "

BLABLABLABLA....

Smiles was thrown at me expecting me to reply more than one sentence. I smiled back, hoping they would stop talking to me and let me off so that I could
enjoy my quiet time in the lift.
I answered one word all the way & giggled, pretending I was shy, somehow.
Just couldn't socialize anymore, lost the skill and confidence.
Blending into conversations nowadays are hard. They were too friendly, it creeps me out.

Walked a longer way to the LRT, hoping not to bump into them again because they were walking the same path I wanted to take.
Luck wasn't by my side then, so I gave a big wide smile with teeth showing.
Felt stupid. UGH!

Hurried to LRT station and smoked there.
Bangla's are such a pain in the ass. They have never seen a human before ?
Staring like being some pervert.

To Compass Point and met up with Anis. The time showed 7+ PM by then.
She was really lagging, her mind wasn't tuned today.
Shopped for some stuff and went to Popular, borrowed a pen to write something on the card. She wrote it upside down. Splendid !
I could swear that Anis is never serious when its the part of buying people presents. I kinda have to 'chase' after her ? cause she loves to go away without me noticing. Or play hide and seek. LOLOLOL !

Soon Afiqah came, she didn't manage to come for Liah's party due to some reasons.
Besides, she was sick. GET WELL SOON !
Walked to Fira's house and noticed there were damn alot of people I don't know.
Suddenly, me and Anis feels like Christopher. :D
We hide at the staircase, emo-ing. Calling people who reached there already but none.
Finally, got Fira's number and informed Liah. She stand by outside for us. COOL !

Was relieved to know Fatin and Hammimah was there with some SKSS students which aren't Malay except for one. Sat at the room. Anis makes my water face dropped.
She just blurted out what she really wants to say.
Stayed there like half an hour, then out from there, slacked under the block for awhile,
rolling one stick with Hammimah and Fatin. They're really nice people. ((:

Walked towards Compass Point, decided to go to Vivo city to play water.
It was going to 10 soon. Heck care about being scolded with our parents, we headed on.


Umbrella song stuck to our heads, sang out loud, that was dots for me.
Waited for the traffic light to turn green, a guy's head popped out from a vehicle window,
which passed us by and said ' HI ! '
In my heart, " sempat siak ! " His hair was nice, it's white and black. CLASSIC !

In the MRT, kinda cam whore. Anis hand phone, battery gone kaaputt.
Her phone is sick. I love it.
Reached at Vivo city around 10+ PM, buy a packet of candy and headed to the pool.
We dip in our legs in the cold water while lying down, gazing at the stars.
Our conversations was mostly crap. Weird but interesting.
Argued over stars, because I saw a blinking red dot at one of the stars.
Anis wouldn't believe me until she stare at it for so long. There were 10 stars altogether ?

There's two mats, who passed us saying
' dua orang aje ? '
And Anis is so brilliant, she replied back
' Uh Uh. Nak join ? '
They replied,
' Boleh juga. ' but didn't.
PHHEEEWWW ! Thank god.

11 PM, went home.
I saw a woman, pick her nose so deep, it was disgusting.
Anis was being so ... ?? For doing the same action of that person.
Reached home nearing to 12, sister wasn't back yet.
Saved from being scolded. AMIN !

Got home, she asked me to carry Aiman for awhile.
He was laughing in his sleep, so damn adorable can ? HAHA.
& yeah, most of the people didn't wear green today. Oh well.
PSST ! Saya sayang sama Anis. ((:

We look like some fuck-face. ;D
Look carefully. Scary ?
Some fucktard person who doesn't know how to use this properly.
Menses blood dripping, purely disgusting.
At the staircase, stressing on who to call.
Didn't want to go to he party.

At Fira's house, in her room. Not knowing what to do.US, after Liah's party.
They're sweet. :]

Ain't she just cute ?

Her shades are HUGE.
I was bored. Smiled and then,
'Cermin mata sampai senget ! '

She doesn't know how to pose. Said by her.
At Vivo, my camera quality just sucks !
We look so momok-ish.
Our legs in the water.