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I believe that every season comes a new self-discovery. I will change and keep on changing.
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
Okay, this was the sec 1 Malay boy on the previous post.
Cute kan ? :]
I know, I know, he's adik _____.







I'm feeling uber upset today due to the fact that I think too much, letting emotions take control of me.
Maybe I'm too insecure ? or rather being too sensitive ?

This phrase hit me so hard in the head, I began to lose control.
'' Seperti kacang lupakan kulit ''

Suka lupakan kawan .
Fikir aku part-time kawan dia agaknya. I look at you like you're stupid, you know ?

Yes, I do take things to heart at times.
So I tend to shower this moody behaviour of mine towards some people.
I apologise, cause its human nature. Not being some hypocrite, it just happens that way.

EOY is coming, but then my hopes of passing is getting thinner .
I guess, I've lost the faith in me. Failure is not an option, but its all fated.
I really envy those who could really carry the world on their hair or whichever part.
* flashback * HAHA.

Maybe I'm suffering from depression ?
Am so not looking forward to school anymore,..

Actually, I don't give a fuck about how I feel.
My life is fuck free but I do give a damn. There's a difference.

BUT after reading Chris Crocker myspace and watching his redundant videos and others at Youtube,
it totally makes my sugar level rise. Even he's gay, I love him because his bitching is hot stuff. Staring him in the eyes makes you drown in them. HAHA.
I'm exaggerating.

Anisuuu, that's so STRAIGHT !


" call myself the Queen of Complaint because complaining is my religion. Complaining is a positive thing.
The more we complain- the more likely change will occur.
believe everyone should find something to complain about; Whether it be me, George Bush, or Courtney Love..

COMPLAIN, PEOPLE! IT DOES WONDERS.
Everyone always complains that I complain too much, but the more I complain the more the world makes sense to me..
The more I complain the more I realize I'm right and the world is wrong..
The more I complain, the more I smile.. The more I complain- the closer I am to my very own TV show..."






& that's how I defeat depression.
Ends here. To 'Nasi' here I come. :]
11:40 PM