Dearly Beloved
I believe that every season comes a new self-discovery. I will change and keep on changing.




Monday, May 5, 2008
Before I go on another one of my quite bearable rantings, I would like to say, there's gonna be a PHOTO SHOOT !!
For more details, read Anisuuu's blog.

So I went out from Mendaki yesterday with Dee and Fifi.
Picture this, some weird ass bitch decided to act like a total jackass.


We were on the way, walking towards the school gate as lessons had ended. There's another 3 girls walking behind us, observing us from head to toe. ( I could see their reflections from the security-guard post. )
Me and Afiqah were wearing sandals, Afiqah and Dee wore black collared T-shirts.

That bitch says,
"Aku nak pi sekolah pakai tumit tinggi tao"
"Aku nak pakai vest sekali"
"Aku pun nak dye rambut color pink"

Eventhough her friends said nothing, I could see them smiling away, trying so hard not to laugh. Motherfucking cibai's !

Its so obvious that that bitch was indirectly mocking us cause there was no one else nearby.
Saying it so loudly and repeating it several times meaning, wanting to let us listen.
Am I right ?

I mean, what the fuck is wrong with her?
Trust me, I was feeling so mad at that moment I feel like just strangling a cat by the streets.
Her voice already is bloody annoying the crap outta me.

Not only that, those bitches were wearing make-ups with thick eyeliners, they wore jeans as well.
Which mendaki regulations accepts make-ups ? At least, we're much better off then them.

Mendaki teachers' who saw us, never talked about our attire, why must she ?
What makes her so fucking special to say that ? Like WTF, seriously.

UGH!

I knew I should have done something. Why didn't I react ?
Maybe due to the lack of sleep. I should have rammed that beautiful face of hers.

(*&^%)@$@&!_)&@$*%7+|+%_|_

People like her are needed to be thrown out of the window, countless of times.
YES. I know the person wouldn't be so stupid to come back up and be thrown down again.
As said by Nysh, Where has my brain gone to ? WTV LA! :D

I think I should ignore this major mental meltdown.
I can go on, you know, but I shan't cause typing all these things about her is killing me.
I'm being anal right now over the most stupidest thing, I don't have the energy to be mad any longer.

Senang kata, Ada pergi, ada balik punya.




YESSSAR !
I just remembered, I have pictures from yesterday's outing cause Sis has gotten over her fear and is back on the road to drive again after 7 f-king years. We went to places,
and I revisited the photo shoot places which I had 2 years ago with Anisuuu Deborah Aufa Hanuram. :]

Let the pictures do the talking, shall we ?



& lasty, I love today's sunset sky from my house..



Kepala taik tuing2 laa !

Random mosquito just bit me. Bitch.

My hair is a wreck. And I'm trying to make this red, itchy spots disappear from my legs.
Damn, damn itchy, red spots.
Bad, bad, spots!

Talking about hair, I centre-parted my hair up till the end of primary 5.
I decided to be adventurous and went for the 'side-part' in primary 6.
I must say, I was quite a brave lass back then. :]

OK.
I need to stop procrastinating (a new word I learned today. HAH! ) and start studying. I feel like slapping myself right now. All I've ever been doing over the weekends was to watch stupid videos on my computer and eat. And eat. And eat and eat and eat and eat!
I can't seem to stop, I'm getting a tummy and I don't seem to get full, At All. Seriously.
Study Week sucks balls.

Anyway, I don't really have anything to blog about right now just cause my life has just got more boring with me going to school for exams rather than going anywhere else.

Right now I'm getting ready to go to bed for some good sleep and maybe when I get up tomorrow and have energy, I can go fuck around like wild dogs. Yeah.

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Now I am now left with 4 hours to sleep before school starts.

Nights.





I want a guy who want's me as whole; not just for the hole