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Friday, July 25, 2008

Do you how upsetting and depressing my life is? In which is kinda unfair to say really cause my life is actually quite good, not as bad as it sounds. I'm just very angry and disappointed since Monday cause I can't go to school for 5 fucking days. Not only that, there goes my pocket money for a week, burned, just like that. Thanks to whoever the HMFD carrier is.

At first, damn happy having 5 days of medical leave, need not to attend school. But actually no.

I'm not too happy about it. No, really. I want to go to school. Believe it or not ? :]
I do miss going to school. The only reason I like going to school is cause I get to see people like GFs & HGs who totally makes school so much more bearable than it is.:]

I miss you classmates, like seriously !
The fact that I kept dreaming bout you guys, and that's creepy.

So on the very first day of my MC, I was so agitated I find everything annoying. One of my mood swings I presume. I was so annoyed that I found solace in the very quiet room at SGH when I was visiting a member-to-be of my family, Aiman whom has fallen very ill, after picking up my cousin, Shamira from her school. His body temperature running high for the past few days and his skin became all red. Poor guy!
Get well soon ok dude !

Aiman happy sak berbual pat phone

Shamira stress, matair kena warded

Then went to meet Amy under An's block. Talking bout An, seriously, I feel like puking just thinking about him. I hate An, that dirtbag and I swore to myself that if I ever set sight upon him ever again, I will promptly kill myself. I don't know why but the sight of him irks me and makes me want to puke. Thank god, I didn't bump into him.

Slacked with Amy members, 7 of them around their 20s. They're friendly people, listening to their stories was the one thing I enjoyed most. They're damn hilarious and I feel comfortable around them cause I had something in common as well. So before heading off to go riding in Bob's car, they told me to take good care of myself, taking medicine must be consistent, rest at home.. all that. I'm seriously touched.

Headed off to eat at Jurong cafe cause Amy's treating Uts Bob and me for dinner, but I have no appetite. I felt seriously ill, cause my body can't stand half a day outside. Met up with Bob's members, then this old looking guy around his 30s teased me

' Asal dik keluar. Da saket tu. Nak keluar kena wrap satu badan dengan plastic tao ' with his face oh-so-serious.
Then, ' Jangan marah, abg duduk jauh sikit, dik saket *smiles* '

Bob: Tu budak... .
Ammar: Eh. Lu kecoh arh bob. Bboal menyembuh.
Bob: Sembuh pun nasi je pe.

Ammar: Lame sak pattaya mao dtg. Lao lama sgt, aku mao angkat kaki.
Bob: kau nak angkat kaki, beh da bayar.
Ammar: uh uh eh..
Uts: Takmu step belo la ammar !

I was like LOL.
Gedebak Gedebuk, Bob send me home. A little more meters to go, till I reach my destination, his right hind tire went flat again. Kesian siol. Sumpah dok ! sumpah gelek gelek.. :D

Amy lecture me not to go out next time when I'm sick. She said she'll take me out, go riding if only I got better. So now, where is she ? :'[ I really miss her.

The following days, I was just having this plan of isolating myself from the world but I guess I couldn't.
And to kill time each day, I actually went out, which I'm not supposed to.
Spread the love behbey! ^_^

I just feel so handicapped and bored as if I have no life, sitting at home cause there's a lot of things in the dont's list rather than the do's list. Even simply lying down anywhere in the house is not allowed excluding my own room of course cause I have HMFD, like OMG, as if its highly contagious! -_-
I felt like an outcast, might as well I went out where nobody knows.

So everyday, I just woke up as for normal. Just another day where I didn't manage to get up in the 'morning'. There's not a need for me getting up early as I know, its going to be another boring day to look forward to cause I've seriously got nothing much to do. Not much plans, whatsoever. The thought of the possibility of me doing my last week homework is sky high but just in case I really wanna do them, I really should stop looking at the papers cause just looking at how much work I've got to do is seriously putting me off. What more now.

Despite the body aches making me feel so shagged and having mouth infested ulcer, I went ahead with my plans. Mostly were like last minute plans. The most important thing is that I kept reminding myself when I got out of the house was not to have any physical contact with anyone But no.. Faridah still insist on giving a handshake..

I really intended to refuse but I couldn't cause she doesn't mind at all. She went on talking like some uztazah,
' kalau dah memang takdir aku kena, kena lah '

Takdir kebabai. >,<
But so far, so good. No signs that she's having HMFD. :]
So that's a horrible thing of me to pass it on to her but I mean, at least I had the decency to refuse her handshake and not as if I deliberately wanting to do it. Now that I've said all that, I don't feel that bad about having physical contact with her anymore. :]

So...
Tuesday - Paid library fines & slacked with NVSS peeps :]
Wednesday - Meet NVSS peeps & mugging session wit Liah :]
Thursday – Meet up with NVSS peeps :]

NVSS peeps consist of Faridah Shahirah Fattanah Haslinda Fadilah Liza, only yesterday, there's additional 3 more peeps and a toddler named Omar who's 2 years old going to 3.
So its Faezah, Ayu & ________.

Omar's damn cute, anak mat saleh campur melayu. Keturunan aku >.<
He's a good kisser too. When he's grown up, FUSHH! :]
Should see his muka kesian. Seriously adorable.

So this is Omar <3

Isn't he just adorable ? :]

So everyday was great. They're so kecoh and fucking hyper and friendly and adorable. One thing I envy about them is that their sister love is very strong. Yesterday, played a silly game. Took Omar's happy meal toy, a chop. Whoever couldn't catch it when its thrown towards that person, must chop at the face. Everybody got it. Liza got four. HAHA! Top scorer for that day.

& lastly, I would like to thank Aufa Danial Roos for being such a nice friend. He accompanied me to the clinic last Sunday.

He uses the tissue as a mask -___-''