Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Dear Faridah,I'm so sorry for you loss. Things just happens so fast. I know its a total heartache. Especially those few days before your 'N's. It's such a heavy blow to you but I could do nothing knowing you were extremely sad bout it but I do hope you would pull yourself together and be strong. You're sitting for your major exams here, I know its hard to control those feelings, its okay to break down and cry if you need to. Am hoping those emotions doesn't affect you while you're doing your papers. Do your best alright! You have my fullest support. No matter what you go through, in life, I'm willing to be there for you, lending a shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen to and I'll give you a hug if you need it. What are friends for ? Remember, you've been there for me and if ever you should need someone, you know I'll do the same. ILY gf! :]
Actually, I don't really wanna blog. I'm so lazy. I just don't know what to blog about. My life is so damn boring and fucked up, I swear! But since I have nothing to do for now, I shall blog just to kill time.
OK, let's see. I have terribly sensitive skin. (I'm not trying to sound all dramatic and vain but seriously, I have fucking sensitive skin!) A bit of dust or unknown germs and I can start scratching like a herd of fleas just infested my body! This itchiness has been going on for days in which, nearly make me break my fast for cursing so much during this holy month! I'm so pissed that I didn't even bother how much I scratch. Now my skin is all screwed up and my ass feels fucking sore. I never felt this itchy since forever.
Oh, and by the way I have this bunch of pus somewhere on my leg. I swear it's gonna turn out to be an egg and in 5 days, baby cockroaches will come scuttling out! (One egg then a lot of baby cockroaches ah. I'm fucking smart) & I did manage to burst some. It seems like sooner or later, I'll be a walking and breathing infestation of kuraps. Whatever it is, you name it. I could swear upon the birds under my block that this itchiness will never stop. Even if it did, it will surely make a come back. Boo. :[
*scratch* *scratch* *scratch*ITS SO NOT FUNNY LAA! JUST DIE ALREADY!I think I should stop being a sourpuss already. It's more frustrating in wanting to express this itchiness in words. Anyway, I can't seem to find the words that will say everything I wanted to.
OK. Fizah diam!I'll feel a tad better in 3,2,1....-_______________________-"Let's talk bout today.
So today, I woke up. Another day where I didn't manage to get up in the morning, except for sahur. So I didn't go Lit. It was only because I woke up at 2 pm. So yet, another boring day to look forward to cause I've seriously got nothing to do. Which also means that I've not showered yet in the afternoon, therefore I stink. The thought of the possibility of me doing my homework is sky high but just in case I really wanna study, I really should stop looking at the piles of homework cause just looking at how much work I've got to do is seriously putting me off. Most probably, I'll do it tomorrow, I think. YA LAH! Don't doubt me, I will do it okay! I need to. School's reopening in 4 days time. Jeez.
Back to my life. The reason for me getting up late this time was cause I stayed up watching 'Wanted' while waiting for the pictures which I took gazillion years ago, to finish uploading. And to kill time, I signed in on MSN and talked to random people. Like, I voluntarily talked to people whom I don't know! Which is a major feat cause usually I'll appear 'Busy', just cause not wanting to chat with them.
Guess what? O levels are coming. :] I really longed to get my 'O's done and over with. This week, so much for a holiday. Like, in primary and secondary school, holidays meant extra homework to do cause in primary school, we had to complete those stupid Young Scientist cards and in secondary school, we had to do homework and we have extra lessons to prepare us for the following year's curriculum. Therefore, it doesn't even deserves to be called holiday in the first place lah! It's been like forever since the last time I actually feel how a holiday should feel like. Wouldn't it be great to feel free cause you have nothing to worry about. No work to go to. No homework to complete. No extra classes to attend. Nothing to worry about. Just feel so free.
Sigh.But then again, my life has been great! :]25 August 2008
 mugging w/ yas..
27 August 2008
 mugging w/ yas ira fad hamie mat..28 August 2008     Faridah's cousin..Kecik tapi perangai mug ko :] 29 August 2008 (sports day) After raping Andi's hair at hosp, and Hamie Zie Mad went home..  when random strikes.. x] Please eh.. Not Les nor Bi !30 August 2008
Enjoy puas2 before Ramadhan starts.. Kak Norma <3 Member ngah mabuk x]
1 September 2008
Be strong Faridah, we'll be there for you !  Muka tak maintain x]    This was candid :]  Mummy <3 This girl loves to bully me. YES.I was bullied by a kid. (water face drops) That's part of it. More at my multiply, yet to be uploaded. Before I forget, good luck for those who are sitting for their N's!All the best! :] Till here. I'm sorry for the lack content in this post but bear with me here, people!I have to go now cause I'm not done packing my bag and have not iron my uniform. I'm seriously not ready to go to school tomorrow. See how motivated I am to go for tomorrow's practical? & the thought of also having to look through my QA book has made me want to die. I've died. I'm dead. Farewell.
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