Dearly Beloved
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
This has got to stop. I need to start studying. I feel like slapping myself right now. All I've ever been doing over the weekends and weekdays was to head out and eat. And eat. And eat and eat and eat and eat! I can't seem to stop, I'm getting a tummy and I don't seem to get full. At all. Seriously. Study Week sucks balls.
Nurul Afiqah Bte Juraimi ❤ leave your stardust to remember you by..  my sister/ my twin/ my bestie I just got so old just wondering why we can't be together like how we used to be. I like to think that this was fate. But months of uncomfortable silence, I've come to realize that I was the product of my own creation. You were actually choking on how I painted myself on canvas. Knowing that you've treated me much better than I've treated you. This is the price I'll pay for all the pain I've caused even though it wasn't my intention to hurt your feelings. Not worth a friendship lost. I'm truly sorry. When the moment I embraced you tight after being distant since forever, tears filled my eyes as shame filled my heart. You've made me look at parts of myself that I've difficulty accepting it. It helps me to change and become a better person. Throughout our four years of friendship, I never got tired of you. I miss everything about you and if I were to list down everything that I frigging miss about you, it would take forever. I really do miss you a little too much and I've been loving you like there's no tomorrow. Nobody gets me like you do. The greatest gift I've ever received from you was the endless unconditional love and true friendship. I'm very grateful to have you by my side cause what we had was real. For now, only time will tell how this ends. I was uber delighted talking to you on the phone. I'll be waiting for your call that you promised. (: |
